ronnie! — Middle Child

I know I act much older than I am
You already told me that
The second when we met
Oh I know it’s true
I’m the one who have gone through
All the ways of neglection
Was my adaption
Just to mature
So I just accepted it
Said it’s a mixed blessing
Said it makes me way more
Idiosyncratic
But what about the time when it happened
I was barely eleven
Didn’t know how tell yet if he was drunk
Saw my mom in the kitchen
Trying to stand it
I’m the middle kid thinking
It\'d better be when I\'m gone
Gone, gone, gone
Gone, gone, gone
Gone, gone, gone
I’m getting older now
I keep coping now
Though these thoughts sometimes
Keep me up at night
I know that once they’re gone
I must old enough
But I am not sure enough
They can leave without me
But what about the time when it happened
I was barely eleven
Didn’t know how tell yet if he was drunk
Saw my mom in the kitchen
Trying to stand it
I’m the middle kid thinking
It\'d better be when I\'m gone
Gone, gone, gone
Gone, gone, gone
Gone, gone, gone
Gone, gone, gone
Gone, gone, gone
Gone, gone, gone
Gone, gone, gone
Gone, gone
Gone, gone
Gone, gone
Gone, gone
What if I\'m gone?
Gone, gone, gone
What if I\'m gone?
Gone, gone, gone
What if I\'m gone?